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The Rhoades Saga - Chapter OneEcih and I were welded at the hip since the day we met at the Sip restaurant in Issaquah Washington on October 9th 2006. After knowing each other for a week, we haven't spent a day apart. This is how I always imagined it… the further we travel together, the more real my imagination becomes.
I remember the spring of 2007 when Ecih asked me to have a child with her, the tingle in my nose; it blossomed outward into subtle glossy eyes and then a feeling of joy all throughout my body. I had been searching for many years for my girl, she had finally arrived, and I knew she was the one.
Over the years, I’ve attended several weddings; it always seemed like such a project to please everyone else… ughhh. Do something because you think its right, do something because it makes you feel good, and do things because you believe in them. Do NOT burden yourself with an endless road of trying to fulfill others expectations, particularly when you don’t believe or agree. You will fail or grow tired, either way someone loses. Focus on win win situations. My friend, elopement to a quiet remote mountainous destination in the Sierra Nevada’s was a great way to tie the knot (except for the sound man… hahaha). Ecih and I were married on June 9th 2007 at Crystal Bay Nevada.
In life, through exploration, crawling in the gutters, exploring dark crevices of the city and listening to the quiet uttering’s of the lonely mountainside; I have arrived at a few certainties. One, that someday I will die, two, I can die at any moment, three, I am constructed of some of that which came before me, and four, I will become all that remains after I die. It’s really nothing special… a way of thinking that soothes my mind such that I was never born and I will never die… eternal life if you will. I am a ramet inside a 40 thousand year Aspen grove on my way to my millionth birthday. Before being a ramet, I was carbon scattered from two colliding galaxies, hydrogen and oxygen from an exploding star, collected by a comet and delivered to earth… and I don’t even care if all my chemistry is right, I think you monkeys understand what I mean (wink).
In this flow, in this iteration, in the pattern that is, my sons, my daughters, and Ethan, are what is to become of me. In this moment, Ethan is my destination.
(Tingle in the nose, blossoming outward into subtle glossy eyes)
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